27. pytania i odpowiedzi

Age: 22

 

Sex: kobieta

 

Label yourself (prep, goth, druggie, weirdo, etc.) artystyczna dusza w czarnych barwach z pociagiem do narkotyków

 

How long have you been cutting?  ok.2 lata z przerwami

 

Favorite tool? żyletka

 

Where (place) do you cut? łazienka i sypialnia

 

Do you have to hide your whole arm(s) (wrists,forearms,& upper arms etc) nie 

 

Do you have to wear long-sleeves & long-pants all the time? nogi ciagle zakrywam, ręce tylko w tedy gdy rany sa jeszcze świeże i krwawiace. w tym przypadku noszę bandaże i rękawiczki do łokci

 

Do you cut on your stomach, or chest? na poczatku, póki co tego nie robię

 

Are your legs, arms, & other body parts covered in scars? moje ręce i uda 

 

What’s your favorite excuse to use when someone asks about a cut? zawsze mówie : nikt nie powiedział, że jestem normalna osoba. albo po prostu lekko się usmiecham i udaję, że nie wiem o co chodzi

 

Off the top of your head, about how many scars do you have? bardzo dużo, może z 30 

 

Have you ever been hospitalized because of your cutting? nigdy! wolałabym tego uniknać, choć z drugiej strony chcę tego

 

Do you have (diagnosed or not) depression, and/or bipolar/bpd? 7 lat bulimi plus depresja co jakiś czas

 

Who knows you cut? matka, paru znajomych (2-4 osoby) 

 

Have you ever been caught cutting? na szczęście nie!

 

Have your parents ever confronted you about a bloody sleeve, or towel? nie

 

Did you have a good childhood? bardzo dobre, wręcz idealne

 

Why do you cut? w ramach kary, dla wewnętrznego oczyszczenia się

 

Have you ever talked to a therapist or counselor? nie

 

Do you want to stop cutting, but can’t because of addiction? może

 

Do you like cutting? tak

 

How many times have you tried to complete suicide? zero, ale myślę o tym

 

What are your views on cutting, and other self-injury? ...

 

Do you like watching movies with self-injury? niezbyt, bardzo mnie to krępuje

 

Do you like looking at pictures of self-injury? bardzo!

 

Do you sometimes envy other people? (non-self-injurers) ...

 

Have you ever taken any pictures of your cuts/scars? tylko za 1 razem, dawno temu

 

Do you want to die? If yes, why? czasami i tylko dlatego że nienawidzę siebie oraz przez samotność

 

Have you ever done a school assignment on cutting, or self-injury? nie

 

What do you like to listen to while cutting? wolę cisze w takich momentach

 

Have you ever needed stitches from cutting? tak, ale zignorowałam to

 

Do you dream about cutting? codziennie

 

Would you rather have a boyfriend/girlfriend that is also a cutter? nie!

 

What do you use to bandage your cuts? czasem bandażu

 

 

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